Why? Why the moment when you have faith in sumting it always backfires? Like the malay proverb saes "Harapkan pagar, pagar makan padi" What does tat really mean? And do it applies to everyone in general. i mean i can be one if i wanted to..but i won't cuz i noe its bad..bt so wat..i realli want to bt it will hurt alot of ppl..ppl i care..ppl i really do like...n sum tat i simply cn sae "i dun noe wer i wud be without dem"...Err..so dun try askin me y i wrote tat..i juz thot i shud...
So back to e main subject on my purpose in writing tis post..Well i dun really hav a main pt bt i do have pts...which mean i will once again update u abt my life...der no pt realli..i mean in my life..i see no pt of living..really.."Life is not important in general..it is the small matters that matter..You can't control the big picture but you can control what you have now..So take control..." in tis small little head of mine, i've been tinking...e small matters in my life r...let me see...i hav my laptop infront of me, tat is for my use...friends all around me, who i really care deeply for...family wanting me to go home by 5pm which i intend to...SWEN book to be read, i dun noe if i am able to at tis pt of time...MMP2 animation to b completed, which i dun noe wat other tings i cn do to make mine different....sumone tat sae he loves me, which i dun even noe if i cn return...
Aniwae to end tis post..i leave u wif another qoute frm tis show called "October Road" bt it sae
"That life is not where, not when but NOW.."