I wanted to post sumting drastic but sum matters tat were juz lingering back of my mind didn't allowed me to..
so lil ting has happened in my life..sumhw life seem so down n never went up..same old life, same old habits, same old tings, same old ME.. i nvr wanted to change bt tings happened tat makes me reali want to live a new life.. dun get me wrong..i appreaciate all e tings, ppl tat r in my life nw..bt it's seem so...I seem so wrong.. i wished i cud juz 4gt me n begin anew..same ppl, juz diff me...tats all... i wished tat i cud juz be in a coma n wake up havin amnesia...juz 4gt every single ting i hav done n went thru...tats my one lil dream..weird rite...wanting to live again is my lil dream tat i cn't nvr hav...
i feel so unsatisfied..y? bt reali every1 is to..tell me whu is genuinely hepi wif wat eva he/she has...no one..rite...
here's a song i reali want to put in my playlist bt sum ppl will think differently..so i will juz put part of e lyrics..n onli whu noes will understand...
please dun ask me wat is e song..ty :
And it’s clear,
it will show,
Your curtains will close.
But if your heart is cold,
my sheets are warm.
I will shelter you through the storm.
I will shelter you all through the storm.
The answers aren’t so easy to find,
The questions will have to do.
‘Cause I’ve lost myself deep in your life,
My only fix is you.
‘Cause I know,
that you know,
You’re all over me now.
Hei Sharina here.. New life, new blog..
