Favourite line of mine in a song famous by Katy Parry..well her lyrics hav meaning in dem..esp tis song..n e title saes it all..whu is nt tryin to move on, with ani ting in matter of fact..no matter wat u do, u tried ur hardest to move bt sumtin is holdin on.. **in my case I am e one whu holdin on** Letting Go is such a big 2 letter words..literally in the dictionary..sumhw it doesn't seem to exist in mine..well had thot alot over these few daes, bt it doesn't come to me, yet..i tink..time i hav taken is countless as it is more than anione wud hav given themselves...yet i am takin tis thot to e lvl tat i shudn't hav thot of it..i hav given myself endless chance, deadlines to giv it up bt i am changin to sumone tat i am nt proud of...i am afraid of myself..n its e truth wen i sae, i won't befriend myself..bt i nt in denial tat i am nt whu i wanted to b..or whu i dreamt myself to become..i am ashamed tat i had b tis wae..n for sum period of time nw..
so plz if u hav a sae in my life, which mostly all of u do..plz giv me e reason for me nt to b whu i am nw..n to b sum1 whu is nt perfect bt is juz me...u understand?