"I had a dream..."
So tis is my second post after a long time n my first post in my private blog..which onli i cn read.. i dun see a point in aniting animore..i hav been sleeping late n waking up arnd noon or later.. i currently havin imsonia which i cn't sleep early.. i tend to watch wateva der is on e tv..it seem tat i am currently depress...n no one will eva noe..unless they crack tis blog or sumting like ask me y i make it private n sort..i am tired tired of everything to no one except me..
aniwae i am here to write abt dreams.. i had touched abt tis subject b4 on tis blog bt didn't reali meant abt dreaming.. i had tis dream which was about me having financial difficulties wif my parents n sumhw derz tis guy, i tink billionaire or sumting, gave me money..weird ting is he used a cheque n den i sae it..his name..he signed it "Razif" wif such cursiveness tat i like abt..hw it is weird is tat, Hidayu's bf name is Razif..so weird rite..n a bit in me is sting out cuz he seem to b e perfect guy 4 me..i noe its cruel n all..bt below are sum tings abt him tat suit me instead of Hidayu:
He sms max twice a dae; morning n nite
He nvr calls
He nvr beg ayu to go out
His 1st time having a gf
He dun like soccer tat much
He is lay back...
His dark skin...
His nt tat handsome...bt average
One word..his me in a totally guy version kinda wae..weird rite..lol...i dun tink he wud b interested in me..forgodness sake his wif hidayu, my arche enemy in beauty department...e cream of e crop..i won't even b look at... aniwae till my nxt post...